dulu...aku tegar berdiri atas kejahilan..
semalam..aku masih berdiri dengan dosa silam..
apakah dosa semalam akan terbawa-bawa?
cukuplah skadar keampunanmu ku pohon..
dan aku sadar aku telah lukai hati sendiri
jauh dari rahmat ilahi.....sadar akan kesilapan itu..
namun diri masih teruskan....satu saat hati ini terusik...
kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa?
dan dengan kalimah tuhan..kalimah penuh peringatan......
'astaghfirullah...acapkali ku sebut..serangkap kata bernilai pahala...doa untuk penghapus dosa...apa aku benar2 sadar?'~
Dan bersabarlah dan jangan marah karena ia kurnia paling baik dari Allah dan bagimu pahala yang tidak terbatas
Allah berfirman..'Sesungguhnya hanya orang2 yg bersabarlah yg dicukupkan pahala mereka tanpa batas..'
Rasulullah SAW bersabda,'..barangsiapa yg bersikap iffah (tidak meminta-minta) maka Allah akan menjadikannya orang yg bersih. Barangsiapa yang merasa cukup maka Allah akan menjadikannya kaya dan barangsiapa yang berusaha untuk sabar maka Allah akan jadikannya seorang yang penyabar. Tidak ada orang yg diberi kurni yang paling baik dan paling luas daripada kesabaran..'
Allah berfirman..'Sesungguhnya hanya orang2 yg bersabarlah yg dicukupkan pahala mereka tanpa batas..'
Rasulullah SAW bersabda,'..barangsiapa yg bersikap iffah (tidak meminta-minta) maka Allah akan menjadikannya orang yg bersih. Barangsiapa yang merasa cukup maka Allah akan menjadikannya kaya dan barangsiapa yang berusaha untuk sabar maka Allah akan jadikannya seorang yang penyabar. Tidak ada orang yg diberi kurni yang paling baik dan paling luas daripada kesabaran..'
(H.R.Bukhari dan Muslim)
Rasulullah SAW bersabda,'Sesungguhnya menghairankan perkara orang mukmin itu, sesungguhnya seluruh perkara adalah baik baginya. Dan hal itu tidak dimiliki oleh sesiapa pun kecuali orang mukmin. Jika dia diberi sesuatu yang menggembirakan, dia bersyukur, maka ia menjadi baik baginya. Dan apabila ia ditimpa sesuatu mudharat, ia bersabar maka menjadi baik baginya..'
ada seorang sahabat mendescribe sy dgn sstu yg ntah...tak tau nk kata...my schoolmate..and classmate..
'di skola dulu i saw you as a simple gentle little girl yg focused innocent n not so troubled'
'tp skang im seeing a girl yg penuh dgn semangat yg firm n ambitious yg tak habis2 dgn misteri'
'i was just giving my own description bout you b4 knowing u better tp skang....huhu'
how am i??hmm...
++LF++
Perempuan
Apabila teruna memerhatikan dikau,
Kau membalas renungan matanya
Pabila teruna mendekati selangkah,
Kau datang berpuluh langkah
Pabila teruna memujuk rayu,
Kau lemah dalam pangkuannya
Pabila teruna memberi harapan,
Kau hanyut dalam angan langkah
Muslimah
Pabila teruna memandang dikau,
Kau tunduk mengelak panah syaitan
Pabila teruna mendekati selangkah,
Kau berundur beribu langkah
Pabila teruna memujuk rayu,
Kau anggap itulah kalimah iblis syaitan
Pabila teruna menutur harapan indah,
Kau yakin janji-Nya lebih bahagia di sana
Kerana kau mengerti dan menyedari
Akan erti maruah peribadi sejati
Yang diselaputi iman yang hakiki
Yang tidak semudah itu
There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...
Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.
Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company ..
You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.
With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...
Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those back with him...
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.
The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again....... ..hope you understand.
Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.
